Video: Shehnaaz Gill did not want to live after Sidharth Shukla’s death. Here is how late actor’s spiritual guru Shivani comforted her

Tribune Web Desk

Chandigarh, January 6

Punjabi actor Shehnaaz Gill’s grief knew no bounds after the death of her rumoured boyfriend Sidharth Shukla.

The suffering and personal loss was such that she lost the desire to live. This, the former Bigg Boss contestant, reveled in a video shared by her on YouTube where she is seen speaking to late actor’s spiritual guru BK Shivani.

In the video, Shehnaaz opened up about dealing with negativity, pain and loss and said that she lost the will to live.

In the video titled. ‘Reset and Restart’ Shehnaaz spoke about Sidharth and said, “I always used to tell Siddharth that I have to talk to sister Shivani. I like her very much, but Siddharth always used to tell me ‘Yes, definitely. You chill’ and then, it eventually happened.”

The Punjabi actor said that when someone loses a loved one, often people wonder what would they do hereafter. She admitted having similar thoughts too and losing the desire to live. “Kayi log sochte hain, nahi ab nahi mujhe rehna. Ab to main marr hi jau to accha hai, logon ki wording hai ye. Matlab meri bhi thi ki humein to ab nahi rehna chahiye, humein to aisa karna chahiye. Ab main kya karungi,” she said.

Shehnaaz also said that crying on someone’s death will only cause more hurt and won’t help. To this Shivani responded by saying, “If we remain in pain, then even those who surround us will be unhappy. Not just that, even the soul who has gone will be troubled and feel the discomfort.” Sister Shivani shared with examples how keeping negativity at bay is helpful and what one should do to keep themselves spirited.

Sidharth and Shehnaaz had met on Bigg Boss 13. While the duo never officially spoke about their relationship, rumours were rife that they were dating. Sidharth passed away suffering a massive heart attack last year. Meanwhile, Shehnaaz is slowly getting back to normal life and is resuming work.